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Jan. 22nd, 2009 | 05:05 am
Give me a sign if it's about me.
I doubt it is.
It never will be again.
I miss you so much.
I love you so much.
I don't know what to do without you.
and if it's not about me, say so.
I doubt it is.
It never will be again.
I miss you so much.
I love you so much.
I don't know what to do without you.
and if it's not about me, say so.
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Jan. 7th, 2009 | 11:22 pm
I cried reading that poem/song in your blog today.
I wish it was for me.
I know it's not.
But a girl can wish.
Can't she?
I wish it was for me.
I know it's not.
But a girl can wish.
Can't she?
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Jan. 4th, 2009 | 02:07 am
I miss you.
I miss you like...like..I don't know there is no comparison.
We were so perfect.
I fucked up so badly.
Of course I read your blog, nine times a day.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I wish I could go back and take it all back.
I was so fucked up.
I still am.
But I am only fucked up because I don't have you.
I think about you everyday.
Do you think about me too?
I miss you like...like..I don't know there is no comparison.
We were so perfect.
I fucked up so badly.
Of course I read your blog, nine times a day.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I wish I could go back and take it all back.
I was so fucked up.
I still am.
But I am only fucked up because I don't have you.
I think about you everyday.
Do you think about me too?
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Dec. 29th, 2008 | 11:09 pm
Northern downpour sends its love.
I miss you.
I miss you.
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Dec. 26th, 2008 | 02:49 am
I can't enjoy holidays anymore.
It's been far too long.
I ache for you.
It's been such a long road, and at any point I know I would run right back.
It's a sad truth.
I know it won't happen. You don't have to keep reminding me.
So progress report...I'm missing you to death.
It's been far too long.
I ache for you.
It's been such a long road, and at any point I know I would run right back.
It's a sad truth.
I know it won't happen. You don't have to keep reminding me.
So progress report...I'm missing you to death.
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Dec. 4th, 2008 | 05:48 pm
mood: 
morose
music: In Rainbows- Radiohead
Full Name: Karyn Ahava Goodman
Age: 19
Single or Taken: Lonely
Happy about that: No
Siblings: One sister, One brother
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: Right now? Blondish redish brownish
What are you wearing right now: Plaid dress, black leggings, cowboy boots
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FAVORITES
Kind of pants: Leggings
Number: 7
Animal: Dogs
Drink (non alcoholic): I usually don't drink nonalcoholic...I guess Sprite
Smell: Paint
Candy: Warheads
Sport: baseball
Month: November
Juice: Orange
Favorite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse
Favorite comic book character: Toxic Avenger
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HAVE YOU EVER. . .
Given anyone a bath? Yesh
Bungee Jumped? Yes
Gone skinny dipping?: Mhm
Eaten a dog?: The animal? No, Hotdog...yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Loved someone and they made me cry, yes. and yes loved some one so much it made me cry.
Broken a bone?: Lots
Played truth or dare?: Yes
Been on a plane?: Many times
Been in a sauna?: Yes
Been in a hotub?: Yes
Swam in the ocean?: Yesss<3
Fallen asleep in school?: Few times
Ran away?: Yes
Broken someone's heart?: I don't think she has a heart
Cried when someone died?: Yeah
Cried in school?: Yeah
Fell off your chair?: Yes
Sat by the phone waiting for someone to call?: Everyday. Except...she doesn't have my new number. :[
Saved IM conversations?: Yes :[
Saved e-mails?: Yes :'[
Made out with JUST a friend: Yes
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WHAT IS...
Your good luck charm?: My topaz necklace
New favorite song?: Bodysnatchers- RadioHead
Last thing you ate?: I haven't eaten in a few days
What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Garnier
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EVER HAD. . .
Chicken pox: Yes
Stitches: Yes
Broken nose: Yesh
An STD: Hmm...Nope
A dream that came true: Yes. :'[ and I'm hoping it happens again.
Someone ask you out you didn't like: Yes
Kiss someone because you felt like it: Yes
Layed in the grass and looked at the stars: Yes
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DO YOU
Believe in love at first sight?: Yes
Believe in long distant relationships?: Yes
Like school?: Now I do.
Who was the last person that called you?: My sister.
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: My dad.
Who makes you smile the most?: :'[
Who knows you the BEST?: :'[
Do you like yourself?: No
Do you get along with your family?: Ehh
RANDOM QUESTIONS:
What did you do yesterday?: Drank, cried, sat in my room, painted....the usual
Gotten any awards?: Yes
What car/truck do you wish to have?: The one I do have.
Where do you want to get married?: Anywhere
Good driver?: Eh
Good Singer?: Nooo haha
Have a lava lamp?: Not anymore
How many remote controls are in your house?: hahah too many
What was your last dream about?: :'[ Her like always.
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanila
Skiing or Boarding?: Boarding
Summer or winter?: Spring
Silver or Gold?: Silver
Diamond or pearl?: Diamonds
Pepsi or Coke?: Coke
Coffee or sweet tea?: Coffee
Phone or in person?: Either
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: Middle
TODAY DID YOU
1. Talk to someone you liked as in love?: I wish.
2. Buy something?: Yeah
3. Fly?: Nah
8. Talk to an ex?: No :/
9. Miss someone?: Everyday.
__________________________
LAST PERSON WHO
10. Slept in your bed?: I don't know...not me.
11. Last person who saw/heard you cry?: Anyone I come in contact with
12. Made you cry?: :''[
13. Went to the movies with?: My brother.
__________________________
RANDOM. . .
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now? My heart belongs to someone.
22.What book are you reading?: House of Leaves
23. Best feeling in the world?: Hearing her voice.
24. Future KIDS names?: Eh :/
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yes
27. Favorite sports to watch?: Baseball/Hockey
29. Piercing/Tattoos?: ears,cartiledge,nose,monroe,lip, tons of tats
30. What are you most scared of right now?: She will never realize what she's missing.
31. Do you have a job?: No
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: Apparently.
34. Are you lonely right now?: Always
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now?: 15 Step- Radiohead
39. Have you ever played strip poker?: Yeah
40. Have you ever gotten beat up?: Yes
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV?: Yess
43. Have you ever been in a "mosh-pit"?: Yeah
What color is your underwear right now?: I'm not wearing any
What's the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: Height
Your Favorite Food?: I don't like to eat.
What's the biggest turn on to you?: Her voice.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?:Nah
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: plain
Dogs or cats?: dogs
Favorite Flower?: Sunflowers
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?: Yes
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 10 or more, as many as I can.
Age: 19
Single or Taken: Lonely
Happy about that: No
Siblings: One sister, One brother
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: Right now? Blondish redish brownish
What are you wearing right now: Plaid dress, black leggings, cowboy boots
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FAVORITES
Kind of pants: Leggings
Number: 7
Animal: Dogs
Drink (non alcoholic): I usually don't drink nonalcoholic...I guess Sprite
Smell: Paint
Candy: Warheads
Sport: baseball
Month: November
Juice: Orange
Favorite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse
Favorite comic book character: Toxic Avenger
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HAVE YOU EVER. . .
Given anyone a bath? Yesh
Bungee Jumped? Yes
Gone skinny dipping?: Mhm
Eaten a dog?: The animal? No, Hotdog...yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Loved someone and they made me cry, yes. and yes loved some one so much it made me cry.
Broken a bone?: Lots
Played truth or dare?: Yes
Been on a plane?: Many times
Been in a sauna?: Yes
Been in a hotub?: Yes
Swam in the ocean?: Yesss<3
Fallen asleep in school?: Few times
Ran away?: Yes
Broken someone's heart?: I don't think she has a heart
Cried when someone died?: Yeah
Cried in school?: Yeah
Fell off your chair?: Yes
Sat by the phone waiting for someone to call?: Everyday. Except...she doesn't have my new number. :[
Saved IM conversations?: Yes :[
Saved e-mails?: Yes :'[
Made out with JUST a friend: Yes
--------------------------
WHAT IS...
Your good luck charm?: My topaz necklace
New favorite song?: Bodysnatchers- RadioHead
Last thing you ate?: I haven't eaten in a few days
What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Garnier
---------------------
EVER HAD. . .
Chicken pox: Yes
Stitches: Yes
Broken nose: Yesh
An STD: Hmm...Nope
A dream that came true: Yes. :'[ and I'm hoping it happens again.
Someone ask you out you didn't like: Yes
Kiss someone because you felt like it: Yes
Layed in the grass and looked at the stars: Yes
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DO YOU
Believe in love at first sight?: Yes
Believe in long distant relationships?: Yes
Like school?: Now I do.
Who was the last person that called you?: My sister.
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: My dad.
Who makes you smile the most?: :'[
Who knows you the BEST?: :'[
Do you like yourself?: No
Do you get along with your family?: Ehh
RANDOM QUESTIONS:
What did you do yesterday?: Drank, cried, sat in my room, painted....the usual
Gotten any awards?: Yes
What car/truck do you wish to have?: The one I do have.
Where do you want to get married?: Anywhere
Good driver?: Eh
Good Singer?: Nooo haha
Have a lava lamp?: Not anymore
How many remote controls are in your house?: hahah too many
What was your last dream about?: :'[ Her like always.
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanila
Skiing or Boarding?: Boarding
Summer or winter?: Spring
Silver or Gold?: Silver
Diamond or pearl?: Diamonds
Pepsi or Coke?: Coke
Coffee or sweet tea?: Coffee
Phone or in person?: Either
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: Middle
TODAY DID YOU
1. Talk to someone you liked as in love?: I wish.
2. Buy something?: Yeah
3. Fly?: Nah
8. Talk to an ex?: No :/
9. Miss someone?: Everyday.
__________________________
LAST PERSON WHO
10. Slept in your bed?: I don't know...not me.
11. Last person who saw/heard you cry?: Anyone I come in contact with
12. Made you cry?: :''[
13. Went to the movies with?: My brother.
__________________________
RANDOM. . .
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now? My heart belongs to someone.
22.What book are you reading?: House of Leaves
23. Best feeling in the world?: Hearing her voice.
24. Future KIDS names?: Eh :/
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yes
27. Favorite sports to watch?: Baseball/Hockey
29. Piercing/Tattoos?: ears,cartiledge,nose,monroe,lip, tons of tats
30. What are you most scared of right now?: She will never realize what she's missing.
31. Do you have a job?: No
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: Apparently.
34. Are you lonely right now?: Always
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now?: 15 Step- Radiohead
39. Have you ever played strip poker?: Yeah
40. Have you ever gotten beat up?: Yes
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV?: Yess
43. Have you ever been in a "mosh-pit"?: Yeah
What color is your underwear right now?: I'm not wearing any
What's the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: Height
Your Favorite Food?: I don't like to eat.
What's the biggest turn on to you?: Her voice.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?:Nah
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: plain
Dogs or cats?: dogs
Favorite Flower?: Sunflowers
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?: Yes
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 10 or more, as many as I can.
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Nov. 24th, 2008 | 04:16 pm
You'll always have my heart; and I hate you for that.
I hate you because I can never love someone like I love you ever again.
You took that away from me.
You took my heart; my soul; my passion.
But he has my body right now.
And oh boy does he know how to treat it.
I hate you because I can never love someone like I love you ever again.
You took that away from me.
You took my heart; my soul; my passion.
But he has my body right now.
And oh boy does he know how to treat it.
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Nov. 18th, 2008 | 02:40 am
I'm 19.
It's time to grow up.
I'm over it.
I'll regret saying that and take it back in two seconds.
But, I'm over her.
Jennifer, you gave up the best damn thing you ever had.
The Academy Is... was amazing tonight. Can't wait to see and hang out with them again on Wednesday<3
It's time to grow up.
I'm over it.
I'll regret saying that and take it back in two seconds.
But, I'm over her.
Jennifer, you gave up the best damn thing you ever had.
The Academy Is... was amazing tonight. Can't wait to see and hang out with them again on Wednesday<3
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Nov. 11th, 2008 | 03:45 pm
Tomorrow's my birthday.
But please. Don't say happy birthday.
There will be no party. No cake.
Nothing.
If I were to blow out my candles we all know what I would wish for.
I'm at my lowest of lows right now.
I need to go score some.
Have a good day.
I will never be over you Jennifer.
You're not friends with Ryan Ross, Pete Wentz and you're not dating Gabe.
I can't get over you because it's lies that tore us apart.
Be happy with your lies. Go ahead. BE REALLY FUCKING HAPPY.
If I wasn't sorry for the mistakes I made while on Warped then I wouldn't have told you.
You wouldn't have found out if I never told you.
My biggest mistake was being honest with you.
I didn't do this.
You didn't do this.
We did this.
I know my drug problems were hurting you.
I tried. I'm sorry I can't just pick up and be clean.
I was doing so well.
You should see me now. I weigh 96 pounds.
I'm almost perfect enough for you.
When I die.
Come to my funeral.
See what you missed out on.
But please. Don't say happy birthday.
There will be no party. No cake.
Nothing.
If I were to blow out my candles we all know what I would wish for.
I'm at my lowest of lows right now.
I need to go score some.
Have a good day.
I will never be over you Jennifer.
You're not friends with Ryan Ross, Pete Wentz and you're not dating Gabe.
I can't get over you because it's lies that tore us apart.
Be happy with your lies. Go ahead. BE REALLY FUCKING HAPPY.
If I wasn't sorry for the mistakes I made while on Warped then I wouldn't have told you.
You wouldn't have found out if I never told you.
My biggest mistake was being honest with you.
I didn't do this.
You didn't do this.
We did this.
I know my drug problems were hurting you.
I tried. I'm sorry I can't just pick up and be clean.
I was doing so well.
You should see me now. I weigh 96 pounds.
I'm almost perfect enough for you.
When I die.
Come to my funeral.
See what you missed out on.
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Nov. 9th, 2008 | 02:23 am
She's moved on. But I just wish that I could just stand outside her wind with a radio and play this to her.
My heart has been ripped out my chest so many times and I just that I could let her see how much she means to me.
She means everything. To this day. She means everything. I just got out of the hospital again. I'm losing my mind.
I've lost it.
MIMI
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you.
Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.
ROGER
The world revives
MIMI
Colors renew
BOTH
But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue.
MIMI
Without you.
Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.
ROGER
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.
ROGER
The mind churns!
MIMI
The mind churns!
ROGER
The heart yearns!
MIMI
The heart yearns!
BOTH
The tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone.
Cause I die, without you.
MIMI
Without you.
ROGER
Without you.
BOTH
Without you.
My heart has been ripped out my chest so many times and I just that I could let her see how much she means to me.
She means everything. To this day. She means everything. I just got out of the hospital again. I'm losing my mind.
I've lost it.
MIMI
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you.
Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.
ROGER
The world revives
MIMI
Colors renew
BOTH
But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue.
MIMI
Without you.
Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.
ROGER
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.
ROGER
The mind churns!
MIMI
The mind churns!
ROGER
The heart yearns!
MIMI
The heart yearns!
BOTH
The tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone.
Cause I die, without you.
MIMI
Without you.
ROGER
Without you.
BOTH
Without you.
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Oct. 30th, 2008 | 01:46 am
mood: 
blank
If you read this...I doubt you ever will.
But if you do.
My friend who owns a webzine interviewed Panic and Cobra when they were in Chicago.
She asked them.
and hunny, you ended the best thing you ever had for a bunch of liars.
Enjoy life.
But if you do.
My friend who owns a webzine interviewed Panic and Cobra when they were in Chicago.
She asked them.
and hunny, you ended the best thing you ever had for a bunch of liars.
Enjoy life.
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Sep. 27th, 2008 | 01:14 am
mood: 
disappointed
music: Bright Eyes
Why did you come back into my life?
So you could have "Ryan Ross" yell at me?
It's so not him. Please get over this.
I don't understand.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
I'm only human I make mistakes.
I wish you didn't do this.
I'm going to cry myself to sleep again tonight.
I miss us.
I miss this.
I miss everything.
It was so good to have my happiness back for a few days</3
So you could have "Ryan Ross" yell at me?
It's so not him. Please get over this.
I don't understand.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
I'm only human I make mistakes.
I wish you didn't do this.
I'm going to cry myself to sleep again tonight.
I miss us.
I miss this.
I miss everything.
You say I've changed?
Look in the mirror.
It was so good to have my happiness back for a few days</3
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Feb. 23rd, 2008 | 11:12 pm
location: Chicago
mood: 
predatory
music: The Academy Is...
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If she touches like this, will you touch her like that?
Jan. 16th, 2008 | 08:27 pm
location: Bedroom
mood: 
busy
music: Metro Station
If one more person says I look like Vanessa Hudgens I may cry....
Oh and p.s me and Jennifer got back together =] for those who didn't know.
<3
Oh and p.s me and Jennifer got back together =] for those who didn't know.
<3
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(no subject)
Jan. 13th, 2008 | 12:41 am
mood: 
angry
FUCK YOU ALL FUCK YOU ALL I HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
STOP PRETENDING TO BE MY FUCKING FRIENDS.
STOP PRETENDING TO BE MY FUCKING FRIENDS.
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Female Lobsters hold each other down.
Jan. 9th, 2008 | 09:19 pm
location: Home
mood: 
melancholy
music: Watching The L Word
I feel really lonely right now. ='[
I just want my Jennifer back.
She won't even talk to me.
I just want my Jennifer back.
She won't even talk to me.
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I stole this from Kate Monster
Dec. 31st, 2007 | 06:02 am
location: Home
mood: 
bored
music: Panic! At The Disco
Directions:
1. Go to Wikipedia
and click on Random Article (at the left). This will be the name of your band.
2. Go to Quotations Page and click on Random Quotes (at the left). The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your album.
3. Go to flickr and click on Explore the Last Seven Days (you'll find it at the bottom of the page). Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.
If you can, use Photoshop (or PSP or GIMP (the latter which is free) or any graphic editing software) to actually make the album cover by combining all the photo, portion of the quote, and artist name.
1. Bill Gunston
2.One Leg Too Few
3
1. Go to Wikipedia
and click on Random Article (at the left). This will be the name of your band.
2. Go to Quotations Page and click on Random Quotes (at the left). The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your album.
3. Go to flickr and click on Explore the Last Seven Days (you'll find it at the bottom of the page). Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.
If you can, use Photoshop (or PSP or GIMP (the latter which is free) or any graphic editing software) to actually make the album cover by combining all the photo, portion of the quote, and artist name.
1. Bill Gunston
2.One Leg Too Few
3
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FUCKING JOIN!
Nov. 16th, 2007 | 09:32 pm
location: My floor
music: Bring Me The Horizon
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You know you're from Long Island when...
Jul. 17th, 2007 | 02:13 pm
location: My room
mood: 
excited
music: Brand New
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I love my Long Island bands
Jul. 12th, 2007 | 12:38 pm
location: Red Lobster
mood: 
amused
music: Straylight Run
"Go east on Sunrise Highway,
Turn left at Carman's Avenue,
Go right at the first stoplight,
And I'll be outside waiting for you,
Oh, I'll be waiting for you,"
[These lyrics are in Your Name Here [Sunrise Highway] not the song playing!]
So I remember when we followed these directions and ended up in Red Lobster!
Lol! It was so funny.
John Nolan<333
Have my babies like now please!
The acoustic at Looney Tunes was the most amazing day of my life.
They are so funny and nice and they sat in Panera with us.
Michelle Nolan is way pretty.
If you don't know them....LISTEN TO THEM!
I love being from Long Island<3
